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kekeliruan ? haha no need lah . huhu utk apa kita fikir semua ni kan ? back to topic .

Aiza pon ada masalah sikit lah , xdelah besar mne pon . okay aiza nak tanya what if kita happy gile bila dia chat or hantar msg or what ever,dan kita geram sgt bila dia online but x ckp pape pon kita , adakah kita suka kat dia ?

kalau kita ngaku kang dia kata kita terhegeh2 kat dia ak ? hahaha

i know that feeling darling . no need to worry . . istiqamah is the best .

Assalamualaikum

hye dear fellas , the way i talk with him was like silly talking ever . erghh what's wrong with me ? im not his girlfriend and so what ever . i just want to be his friend , in fact we're in FRIENDZONE of course , there's no way i will be with him . no cheeze !

*calm down & take a deep breath*

c'mon aiza i know you've got this . just think that his might found someone else in his new college . she might the hottest girl in the college . erhh feeling guilty at him .

after his apologize to me , i took a breath and said " no worry, forgive & forget"

what im thinking actually ? wanna him to be my boyfriend ? psstt No ! i take it as a lesson . fuhh no . i have hold my princip for 2 year, what would i break it ? right ?

hmm idk , should i avoid him or talk to him ? maybe i should focus on my goals first where im gonna further my study at over-seas maybe at menchester university ? i wanna leave Malaysia and be one an only succesful accountant in family .

feeling calm when i remember what my goals is . feeling glad . can't wait for the real life . and after study i wanna make sure i get apply in MIA . im so proud that time . haha :}

hmmm i wish i could do all those things . just need a little effort . .

huhuh and the man who will be my husband will proud of his future wife .

Hello & Assalamualaikum everyone

hahaha the purpose of writting this entry because i had a weird feeling about it . about what ?

hhahaah it's weird feeling about one boy that i've never met before except for the skype . we usually chat on wechat but not usually i guess . we like twice month once . i don't know why im get to this but i really like that boy's attitude . he like different among the others . haha it's funny . knowing like a year making me crazy . i know it's annoying but i know what im doing .

just i'm not hoping that he might be mine beczuse we're not in a same college . he might found someone else that way too better that me . just relized that im not perfect match of him .his strange .

first time i know him, i felt something weird , really weird .

hahah one sentence that i really remember " promise are mad for broke,hopes are for loser " . all those are meanful .it just keep displaying in my head .

the question is ? are he mine ?

yerk ? awat hang ? paseipa ? hahaha
" amboi aiza , kemain sejak belajar kat Pulau Pinang ni, pandai dah ckp Penang. Jadi anak mami lah ni ? "

it's not like that lah sayang, ala maklom lah kalau belajar kat mne2 pon same je, lama2 kita akan pengaruh gak , ye dak ? hehe
 so lama gak kan aiza tak hupdate blog ni ? maklomlah bz, lagi pon kan kampus tu susah sgt dpt line, nak2 duduk kat sawah kan ? memang tak ke mana la kan ?

so topic utk hari ni, jeng jeng jeng ALAM BARU

mcm biasa , semua mempunyai pengalaman & pendapat yang berlain , yang masih bersekolah tok sah nak sibuk2 psl kehidupan kat U, same je cume " life getting harder" . . remember , if you wanna achieve something successfully , you've to try harder . tak susah pon if kita fokus & no couple .

Untuk adik2 yang masih bersekolah , tak yah lah cari pasangan kat sekolah tu x manfaat pon xp if kalau korang boleh balance relay & study , kita okey je . Especially for perempuan , please jangan murah sgt boleh ? Keep he in FRIENDZONE , more safety , if lelaki tu sanggup tunggu awak , In Shaa Allah jodoh ada la tu .ok ? that's my girl .

so what about my life ?

 for beginner so far so good, like i said before , just set a goals, lepas ni In Shaa Allah , kalau ada peluang nk ke luar negara, mcm xsabar pulak nk habis sem depan .

hah awat kejap sgt ?

kita matrik la syg . . maatrik mmg la kejap . kalau nk masuk matrik blaja lah pndai2 ya ? kat matrik pon korang tak yah cari pasangan , err menyampah ok ? hello aiza bukan jeles xp cube korang fikir duduk matrik 1 tahun je pastu korang nak couple ngn org yang kau betul2 tak kenal ?

fuhh letih makcik . .

sorry to say, it's not worth it , tengoklah sem depan , mesti ada y merengek nangis tak sudah2 . sbb po plak dahh ? sbb pakwe kate " JAUH " .

oh goshh,  yang hang dok gatai pi couple ngn dia , paseipa ? kan dah kene .

hahaha , just want to inform yang bdk2 laki matrik xde lah hot mne pon ,keep it simple, don't couple !

kalau sebagai teman nak belajar, it's okay but jdi couple tu ! WOW it's going too far my dear .

so this is it, simple . bg2 adik2 kat luar sana . ingat pesan akak k ?

Assalamualaikum , adios amigo :)